this represents like 95% of the middle/high school i went to.
This depressed me every single time I was in English classes. Especially if they were honors
Going off of Prozac because my neurologist thinks that’s causing the headaches, going onto some new anxiety medicine that she says people my age do well on, and I’m going to start doing yoga.
Andrew came here tonight and we went to Pei Wei, costume shopping for the homecoming dance, the Dollar Store to buy things to leave at Beth’s house for her birthday, dropped stuff off at her house and talked for a few minutes, and came back here to watch the end of the Rangers game. My head hurts so much but oh my gosh seeing him makes such a difference. I wish he lived down the street.
Today was not good. I felt on the verge of tears all day because a) my head and b) hormones. Hopefully it’s not my new medicine screwing everything up. Today was my day that I got out of school early so I’m going to go lay down until I have to get up and babysit at three. Hopefully by then I stop crying. I’m so tired of my head hurting.
Geirangerfiord, Norway (by fosfoor)
This place is my desktop background.
1. I feel like shit and I hate headaches.
2. I didn’t go to the Anberlin concert yesterday because my headache was so bad.
3. Andrew’s homecoming is this weekend and I’m stressed because of the headache.
4. Not to mention my ACT is Saturday morning.
5. I FINALLY see the neurologist on Friday.
6. My current doctor would not give me a perscription for four days worth of pain pills to get me through the week because they’re too habit-forming (yes. I would take them for four days. so I could just make it through. God forbid I become addicted in four days.) still no medicines are working to make the headaches stop.
7. My mom isn’t letting me schedule a session with my therapist (who offered to meet me at an evening appointment because I haven’t seen her in 3 weeks because of her cancelations and I’m so stressed out) until I see her on Tuesday of next week. That’s a month without a session. I can’t do this shit.
8. LADY TIME CAN GO JUMP OFF A CLIFF.
9. This was not brief I am sorry.
Ahaha. New default response.
Ugh I can’t find motivation right now. I have English homework but I can only get a few questions done. I just want to go to sleep. I should at least try to study anatomy or something.